bila masa

bila masa aku menangis,
kau lah paling setia.

kau lahh! kau lah blog!
sapa gik.

:'(

how far i can hide.
and how deep it hurts.
leave it to the ticking clock.

masa.

out of the night.

out of the night that covers me,
beyond the obstacles that encounter me,
tell me its not a menace.
tell me im the master of my fate.

place me in the memo.
and let it posted on the corner.
make sure the eyes stare.
and the mind works.

fate. dont let me tremble.
dont let me strayed away with too much pride.
or just make they proud.

face whats ahead
and let go what made us bleed.

june 28th 2008

the happiest girl in the world.

May 10th, 2009

i woke up and texted my Mom with a simple Mother's Day wishes; I love you & Miss you so much.

and



insyaAllah , Mummy.

and yet, im the happiest girl in my life.

i dont like ppl take control of my life.

double ditto.

sakit

mungkin aku sakit
aku kata itu hanya dugaan.

mungkin hati yang sakit,
penuh dengan benci.

mungkin aku sakit
bukan! itu hanya kekurangan.

Sakit buat kau lemah.
tidak bagi ku.
Sakit buat aku lemah pada Tuhan.
dan kuat pada diri ku.

destruction des os

flourescent.

non-adolescent?

no, arctic monkey is right.

i'm aging. provoking new life.
protruding incomes,
salivating for future.
for life. for living. for a width of pride.

thrives . strikes,
I want to evolve.


being, senescence.
dream of flourescent glow.

love is just a feeling, jeopardising my thinking.

hidup & rasa

sedap? atau tidak?

na'ah. kau tipu. kau bulak.
benar. sumpah lillah demi Allah.

Siapa aku? Bukan rahsia.
Tapi dalam hati ada rasa.

Bukan perlu bukan apa,
Kata sepi tapi mungkin gila...!
sekejap happy, sekejap hiba,
tersenyum tetapi berduka.
terkejut di kala suka.

Hari hari sik sama,
Esok maybe lain.
Tulat mungkin tiada,
tapi rasa sentiasa ada.

aku hidup ngekot rasa.
mok mok, sik sik.

rasa tercemar, aku kata tidak.
bila rasa bermekar. oh, bekejar - kejar.

biasalah manusia. aku pun manusia.
hidup ku penuh rasa.

dolok lain sekarang lain.
jangan tipu , memang aku benar dengan rasa aku.
jangan pernah tipu, jangan pernah bo-ong sama diri !

sebab sekda sapa akan tauk.

oh aku suka pada rasa.

something to ponder

Some people simply don't know how you feel.

When you look into the mirror, deep into your eyes.

tauk lah sapa dirik sebenar nya. lemah & sakit jiwa.
kekurangan ya memang semua ada. berhak or sik berhak. bukan kita nentu kan.
semua nya di berik Allah.
redha. sabar. ya lah qudrat.

Jangan pernah sesekali takbor. Berdusta.

Aku terlalu lah insan biasa. dan mungkin binasa. sehingga terbiasa.

kau sik faham. you dont understand. and you will never understand though.

ohh. sabar :|

mata , penuh dgn aek chernin chernin.

why

something in your eyes that swept me away.

loving you is wonderful.


i dont know when i should wake up, i've fallen asleep for too long .

fake

pretended that i'm glad you went away.

its a lie. lie. lie. lie.

liar.

It was ok.

i had my first paper today,
the first essay was ultimately entertaining part.

not the second one.
to sum up, i would say the paper was 'okay'

enough.

I had my 1 hour nap after the exam. and had a terrible dream.

lol i guess i love you too much & it shows.