Thursday, December 31, 2009

Just Forget About It.

Dear One,

I have always been dreaming of us, together. But you have like thousands of reasons not to be with me. You said you love me but you failed to do so. Too many reasons yet too little actions. And I dont know why I'm still here waiting. I think its about time dear. We both going to lose it all. I did love you, Dee.

Dear Two,

Sayang, I never expected this. I want someone like you but I know you are someone else's. I never expected this, for sure. I want to be with you, someone like you. I'm sorry I have to leave. I don't want you to be burdened with the guilt inside and at the same time I dont want to make things worse for me. I'm sorry & Thanks for everything, Rel.

Love,
F

Monday, December 28, 2009







just forget about it.





:(

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i hate you

i hate you
everytime you wished me goodnight before i go to bed.

i hate you
give me a kiss before i closed my eyes.

i hate you
when you called me "love".

i hate you
everytime you say "sweety good morning"

i hate you
when you make me cranky because you dont speak to me.

i hate you
when i know that you are too busy playing games.

i hate you
because you shower me with prezzies.

i hate you
when you make me smile everytime i read your texts.

i hate you
because i cared too much about you and the fact that i love you.

i hate you
because you are not mine.

10 things I hate about you, Rel.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

i miss you dearly the next second after i said i hate you.
love is so strong to make you hate a person lawfully.

i love you. but you, you dont really show it. help me.

Monday, December 14, 2009

can't help it. khafidz i love you.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

"sweetheart, there is nothing permanent except change. If you long for stability and an unchanged situation, things cannot move forward - with openess, you and your love can grow and grow together."

Friday, December 11, 2009

fish you.




you gone fishing and left me all alone.
i miss your touch. kisses and such.
dead.
im half dead.
because you're gone.

xx.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009


XX : i do miss you

XY : I miss you even more.

Monday, December 7, 2009

lifeless eyes.

when i look into her eyes,
i see pain and i know she sees it too

my heart sores,
everytime she winks her eyes and the way her wrinkle crinkles

she smiles,
but i know the tears is pouring in her heart.

i adore you,
the lifeless eyes that were too strong to show her cries.