I cant stop dreaming of you, I still need you to breathe. The picture of you lingers in my head everynight before I go to sleep. I can't stop dreaming of us being together though it is not going to happen. I lose hope. You break my heart and you take away my sanity. I'm not sure how you feel now. I don't know why I keep on telling myself that you could have love me. You could have but you just refused to. When you said you can't love me, I refused to believe. My heart refused to listen.

I tried and I failed. I really love you.

i cant give what you want

"It's hard to live without missing you. I cant hate you cause I know things wouldn't be better & I know you are not the person I should be hating. I hope everything is alright, everything is fine with you & your family. And I hope you'll find yourself great things in life or maybe the answer you've been looking for all these while. This is hard, but yeah I have to. This will be the last time you hear from me. Take a good care of yourself, Thanks for everything."

- it is heartbreaking when i read it again. but i know, i have to. things will not always go your way, you dont always get everything you want. and that is what i called life. i know, things will be better. i know i will.

f.

I was so deeply in love but people come & go.