I finally give up on you. You maybe don't notice that you are being awkward, awkwardly replying me. The way you react, the way you respond to me.
I dont know where it went wrong. Or maybe its me who always asked to much? sik pernah satisfied.. or it is true that you never gave enough.
I was all good. I love you, and how I wish that you feel the same.. But I know you don't. Then whats the point of having this relationship. I know I won't find any guy who would fly miles just to see me. How I wish I could relate what you did and what you feel towards me.
After that trip, we are distance. You never greeted me like you used to. You stop telling me you want babies with me. We stop do stuff we normally did. It is breaking, I can feel it.
Cant stop my tears from falling, Cant stop my heart from breaking,
I cant stop looking back where things were good.
As much as I want you around, I dont want to hurt myself.
As much as I love you sayang.. I know the other person loves you more & I know you love her too.
So what is left for me..? It hurts. It is sad.
A big messed in my head. I try not to miss you. I try not to think of you.
But you were my routine, now I have to live without you in the morning or before I sleep at night.
I know Im just the other girl. and I know, there's nothing good come out of it.
I never blame you at the first place.
Now, how I wish you could see me cry. and wipe my tears away. It wont happen.
Sayang, we had good times...
