when i wake up tomorrow

i wish when i wake up tomorrow,

you can love me like i do.
and you miss me like i always do.


i hope when i open up my eyes for another day tomorrow,

the wonderful feeling stays.
skip the tears, i can't take it anymore.

goodnight love.

you have no idea how much it hurts when it comes to loving you.

I refused to stop hoping.

time flies.

time flies, i wanna change.
but why do you have to come back if all you wanna do is to put hopes and hurt my feelings?

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i can't help it. my fingers can't hold it. and my heart keeps on missing him. i failed. i finally texted him.

me: Hope you are doing fine and enjoy your long weekend. Not sure whether it is right to say that i miss you now, but i do. Hope you doing well & happy.

him: What do you mean? It is ok to say we miss someone, right? Honestly. I do miss you too. Happy Valentine's babe.

hmm. sweet but i should not be hoping too much this time.

it's another lonely valentine's

deep in my heart how i wish i could say to you how much you mean to me. i still remember how i used to remind you that i love you. yes, i was in love and i guess i am still in love with you. how can a heart that truly loves the person being crushed by the person she loves so much? but i guess it is life; you cant get everything you want or everything you need. if i have the choice, i wouldnt want needing you like this very moment.

i miss you dearly but there is no point telling you. happy valentine's day.

I dont want to live like this forever.

All i know is I was so deeply in love with you and I cant even see what is coming. I miss the feeling of missing you everynight before I go to sleep. I hate it when I wake up in the morning and there's no one to think about, no one to be missed dearly. I'm scared that I might not fall in love ever again because the feeling for you were so strong. I was hoping too much.

It hurts me so much to think about it. Please help me go through this. Why I didnt see it coming. Why??

My tears is flowing, My heart is breaking. Shattered.




"I don't think you meant it when you said you couldnt love me.."

i gotta feeling

I still remember the night we spent together, though it was short but it was nice and i couldnt erase it from my memories. everytime the music plays on my music player it just pick me up and dropped me in the past. the memory with you was just great.

I know i sound stupid when i talk about what i feel for you. but i cant hold it. it is true, i love you enough just to let you go and be happy with someone else. and I dont care how much you hurt me & how you ripped off my feelings when you told me that you can never love me. I never liked someone as much as i like you. I'm sorry I felt in love with you. Maybe we are just not meant to be together. It was just a dream.

A song can pick you up & drop you in the past. I miss you so much.

when you always believe that he is for you, but the truth says he is not. it breaks your heart. so much.