Not less, Not much but Always.

If I were there, I want to tell you straight to your face.
How much you have hurt me with your negligence.
The truth is written. I'm not yours and I will never be.

But I refused what is written. I still care for you.
Not less, Not much. but Always.
I want your time, I seek your attention.
I adore your affection, I longed for your touch.
I said, I will wait.

You said you cared for me. But you never show it.
You said you loved me. But you never feel it.
It hurts. It truly does.
Your words scratching those pains inside.
Deep. Deeper than any thorns could have hurt me.

I failed to fill your senses. I failed to be someone you needed.