longing

sweet as chilli potato,
you burnt my soul,
savoury my heart with those salty tastes,
of tears.

i want you, i really want you right now.
it is so hard to say it,
it is so hard to admit it,
don't walk away from me.

i dont want you to go,
away from me.
all i want is you, and your attention.

dear god,

if it is not love,
just let it burn into fiery thunder of the nights,
don't let me suffer this much.

if it is not him,
let the feelings to be ceased with the spring wind,
don't let they come any nearer.

if it is not for you,
then let my eyes sees someone else,
stop deceiving my feelings with the sights of your kindness.

longing,
for you.

i can't wait till it's over.
but i am too in love to let you go.